Even though things at work are steadily busy and I've been keeping busy at night - I've started dreading going to the bathroom. This has happened in previous treatment cycles - you just don't want to find anything that you don't want to see. This morning I also didn't want to get out of bed - afraid of what I might find. Kinda crazy to think that one trip to the bathroom could cause all of the hopes and dreams for this cycle to come crashing down. I have a lot to get done at work tomorrow - so hopefully I'm able to be brave and get out of bed earlier than I did today. I'm actually kinda scared to go to the bathroom tonight before I go to bed. Ah, the joys of waiting! :)
I don't remember exactly when, but my husband and I at one point started referring to my periods as whammies. So whenever we were in a scenario when we were hoping for a period to not show-up, I would report back "no whammies" to let him know that we were still in the clear. I sent the image above to him this afternoon to let him know all was still well. Fingers crossed for no whammies from here on out!
Part of me feels like my period is going to hold-off this weekend and let me take the test on Sunday, then show up on Monday just to mock me. Not trying to be negative, but when I've taken previous pregnancy test - it seems like it never fails that it always shows up the day after. I was telling my sister this tonight and she was like - why don't you just wait until Monday to take the test then? But I don't think I could since I've had Sunday in my head for so long. ;)
Keep those positive thoughts and prayers coming!! Getting a positive test on Sunday would be such a nice birthday gift for my dad - what else could a father ask for on his 64th birthday? T-minus 3 days until my dad's birthday. And T-minus 4 months and 3 days until mine. :)