You would think at this stage in the game that getting another period wouldn't be that bad - or that I'd be getting used to seeing it arrive as it always seems to do like clockwork. But it doesn't seem to get any easier. It's still disappointing and frustrating to see that "you're not pregnant" sign appear again. We are definitely excited about being able to start the Frozen Embryo Transfer cycle - which is what this period also represents. But I guess I'm also a little nervous/scared - not about the actual process itself - just the fact that we're jumping on that emotional roller coaster ride again.
My husband reassured me that we'll be okay and that we're excited about the Frozen Embryo Transfer - which I know both are true! My mom called last night and I was talking to her about it, too. She told me that "someday" it will happen and that I shouldn't worry about it or think about it too much, though she said she knows that's hard to do. It was such a beautiful night last night that my sister and nephew happened to stop by as well - good to see them as well! For the rest of the night, I just curled up on the couch and watched the tournament games with my hubby and fell asleep!