I was going to go into work tomorrow before our 1:30pm appointment with Dr. Williams - but due to car troubles, I'm going to just work from home all day. Not sure what's wrong with my little Cavalier - but I'm guessing it's perhaps the battery? I made it to the end of the driveway this morning and it died. It has over 141K miles and will be 9 years old in May - but I'm still hoping to get more out of it. My goal is to get it to 10 years or until I need to get a safer/bigger ride for some babies - whatever comes sooner. Isn't it amazing how I can take anything and relate it back to our future family? :)
Before we officially start our next round tomorrow by meeting with Dr. Williams, I wanted to reflect on all of the love, support, and encouragement that we'd received from our family & friends. Everyone is so impressed with our positive attitude and strength - but I think a lot of it comes from the support we have from you all. We really appreciate all of the comments posted on the blog, the emails, the texts, the cards, the phone calls - they all mean so much to us. Tonight I wanted to take some time to brag about our amazingly supportive family & friends. Here are just some excerpts from the texts and emails we received from everyone.
- Oh no chica... I'm so sorry... please let me know if there's anything that I can do. I know that God has a plan for your family. Things will work out for you both. You are wonderful people. We love you. Please let me know what you need.
- I'm so sorry guys. I love you lots! Call when you're ready - please let me know if we can do anything. Xoxo.
- Hugs to both of you! We love you guys and are here if you need anything!
- I know there's nothing I can say to make you feel any better but I am really, really sorry! Love you lots.
- It has to be hard. Do not give up. Love to you two!
- I wish I lived closer. I love you guys.
- Here are two big hugs - one for you and one for him.
- Sorry to hear the news - love you both!
- Love you very much!!!!!
- Son of a b#$%! Darn it. Frickin doctors! Pal, that totally blows! I am here if you need anything.
- Sending love & hugs your way.
- I am so sorry. If there is anything I can do just say the word. Love ya! Hugs to you both!
- I know you will get your baby soon. Keep the faith and he/she will come to you.
- You certainly did everything within your power. I have been very impressed with your outlook and positive energy. This means it is not now...it does not mean you will not be parents
- I just don't get why two people who would make some of the best parents I know have to wait so long. But like you said, this isn't the end. There is still lots of time and you will be a mommy some day. We just don't know the when yet. The only thing I keep going back to is that there must be some very special little baby and you need just the right combination to get it. I am guessing they will probably grow up to be president, or an olympic medalist or something. :)
- I will tell you that honestly I feel angry and confused and baffled by God with this whole situation. It just doesn't seem right. What I do know is that life isn't perfect and rarely makes sense...but at the same time I'm confident that God does understand and will make things right, one way or another.
- You two will be amazing parents one day. I promise that it will get easier with time. And someday when you have an adorable healthy baby, you'll realize that everything happens for a reason.
- It just doesn't seem fair but I pray that someday God will bless you with children. If you desire to continue with IVF processes but need financial assistance that holds you up I want to offer to help. I know the process isn't cheap and I'd like to help take that burden off you if you choose to continue with the process.
- Seriously -what a freaking roller coaster. I think its just been too cold out. or maybe its that purple folder? I think you should request a new color?! I'm kidding, of course, if only it were that simple, just hoping to get a smile out of you. I can't even imagine the roller coaster of feelings, but you two are the most loved people. We are all in line to ride the roller coaster by way of support in prayers and good, positive thoughts, and in anyway else you need us to!
- Hang in there girl, and have a pity party as long as you feel like it. This is a huge loss, and you shouldn't feel bad treating it like one.
- It breaks my heart to hear this news. I’m so sorry and I wish there was more I could say to make you feel better. We will continue to keep positive thought for you.
- Keep those spirits up and we’ll be following closely to see how things are progressing. When the time is right maybe we can also discuss how he is able to beat you at Scrabble.
- My heart goes out to you two for the loss of your two embryos. You continue to amaze me with your positive attitude and optimism. You are such a special person to remain so supportive and loyal to those around you. I hope you find some comfort in knowing that you guys have so many people who love and care about you and who can't wait to celebrate your upcoming pregnancy with you! I wish you the best with the next step and hope that whatever comes next will be easy both physically and emotionally for you.
- It sounded like everything was good to go....it's crazy how these things work out and it makes no sense. Keep in mind that you have our prayers and thoughts as you continue down this path.
- I'm reading some of your blog tonight... it's really good. I am trying not to cry. I love you guys!
In closing, I'd like to shout-out a very happy birthday to Easton James, born on February 23rd. :)